Saturday, February 20, 2010
Slumber
I need to wake up from my slumber this semester, it seems like there is some dark cloud covering my head, covering my clear mind.
I'm a person who plans ahead. But I think for this time, I'm thinking too far, until I do not have the mental capacity to solve my current problems - my thesis.
Perhaps it's the graduation anxiety, the rite-of-passage to working adulthood, I don't know. But for now, I really need to just worry for the immediate tasks I need to do, which is to make my thesis a bang. Heaven has been kind to me, I do not need to find a job already, so I really really shouldn't worry excessively anymore.
I'm funny la me. When I didn't had much money, I worry about how much should I spent on immediate things. Now I'm comfortable with all that, I think of how much can I spend after I grad, how much should I save to buy a flat, give my family, even before I start working! I should really focus on the present, and worry about the future after I'm done with my last exams.
I really need to clear this dark cloud over me, and get back the energy I once had!
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