Sunday, August 15, 2010
Leniency
Sometimes I think I'm too lenient on people.
And once my patience wear out I would seem like a devil, when in the first place, if I didn't have that leniency, I wouldn't have all these problems.
And I don't get praise for the leniency and help I offer people, yet get all the criticisms when my patience run out and I complain.
I hate to sound like the person I don't aspire to be, but it really sucks to be taken for granted.
It sucks when people don't appreciate your good, and only know how to criticise your bad when your good runs out.
Maybe being an asshole will make me live happier.
To him, to you, and to everyone else.
(And why do I burn my pocket time after time to solve your irresponsibility, making me taking longer to clear my school debt, and saving less money. Others have __________ who give/lend money for them to travel, and now I can't even save up on my own to do it with all these drags. And why do I work so damn hard in school despite the troubles I have, to earn more every month, only to be able to spend/save less due to you again? Maybe I'm just too traditional, just too nice. And people whom I love, very sadly, take advantage of it. Good guys come last, it's just true)
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