Sunday, October 22, 2006
DazeAs I'm typing this, it is bloody 3.42am now...
Upon surfing the various blogs of my friends, I've come to realise I've not blogged for a long time.
I guess, that's what happens when one starts to study - you can't do anything outside of your academic life not feeling guilty 'wasting' time that could have been used for studying.
Also, listening to Jiahui's and Lee Teng's programme on 933 on my way home about blogs and also the interviewees' comments about their own blogs, I suddenly had this urge to blog again.
I hate it when this place is left stagnant, for I've a lot of things to say, either about current affairs, about my life, or giving some reflections based on what I've studied in my modules.
However, as I've mentioned, it's hard to do anything outside of academics without having the feeling of guilt.
I hope to make this place lively again, even if people who read my blog don't really bother to tag, comment, and say anything.
Hopefully, I can find the time to blog properly, and use it to help me organise my thoughts.
Nowadays, I've been living in such a daze that I've lost sight of what I want. Everyday is just about the stress of trying to get CAP 5.0 for the first sem, although it's seemingly impossible.
I want to get out of that hole, at the same time, I want to get back into that hole to make sure I achieve what I want.
It's hard, but I'll try.
Please try to tag or offer some comments if you can, and perhaps, this will give me some addition energy and motivation to blog, even if I in some ways, blog to satisfy my own desire to air out my views rather than want people to read them.
Update soon =)
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