Yesterday, 05/12/06, the day of my last paper, the CL exam, marks the last day of my first semester in NUS.
Well, while I am supposed to feel damn damn damn damn damn damn happy and relieved about the end of the exams (hence the numerous YESSS LARRRRR!!!!!!!s on my msn nick and my tags), it was well summed up by Phoebe on msn.
"even tho exams over"
"i dun feel like super overjoyed or anything"
Yes, that's the feeling.
Although I'm SUPPOSED to feel happy and relieved, this time, I don't have any overwhelming kind of feeling. The feeling of finishing exams in university surely lacks that kind of joy, delight, and intense feel of relief after my O's and A's, although arguably, the exams in university are important as well, as it most probably be the last form of certification we'll get before we enter the workforce in a few years' time.
So what is the reason for this seemingly indifferent attitude? Is it because... the modules are so intense throughout the course such that the exams period was nothing unique? The fact that you do not have a fixed 'OG/class' (reference group) that goes through the exact same academic roller-coaster with you? The fact that it was only 1/8 of the entire result on the university certificate? The fact that you know the next semester will come before you know it?
Or is it... After the semester, we are already too mentally-exhausted to feel happiness or relief?
I'm not sure.
Well, exams are over, and maybe I shouldn't think so much hahaha.
Time to enjoy!!
Anyway, this is a list of movies I wanna watch. If you haven't watch them and don't mind watching in with me, please jio me!!
Happy Feet Casino Royale Deja Vu The Nativity Story
Yes to cap it off, this mtv is for my dear male friends who have served as conscripts of our state.
