Thursday, March 22, 2007
Update?Erm.. haven't really been blogging for like.. 1 month+??
After these days of non-blogging, somehow I feel blogging is like falling in love --- it's a habit.
When you have it, you feel like doing it consistently, and once you lose it, it's hard to get it back, although the habit is always somewhere, at the back of your head.
Yes and right now, like blogging, falling in love is something I think I've lost the habit to, and yet somehow, it is always at the back of my head.
"So what are you waiting for?"
Such a simple question, yet at the same time, I have no answer to it.
Perhaps I've just lost it.
The excuses I can give are objective circumstances, plus the objective criteria that I personally set.
"You're like looking for a tuition teacher. Must .... , ..... "
It had all the elements of a joke, but the profound meanings behind it struck me at that instant.
I smiled, but at the same time.. a very serious lesson descended upon me.
Isn't love subjective instead of objective? Why attach conditions, symbols and exclusions due to the latter?
I don't know.. Perhaps sometimes, I'm so self, rationally-socialised that I forgot the irrational part of myself.
Can a heart that has been so heavily dosed with anesthesia live and breathe again?
I'm trying, I'm trying.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Foodhunt'07 has concluded.
Erm, I'm not sure how to feel of it... as stated in my msn, indeed i'm 有点欣慰，有点舍不得...
I'm happy because as what Xinyu said, our very dear baby has been a rocking success.. On that day, everywhere I went, all I saw were happy faces felt with anticipation, and the "thank you"s, "great job"s, "well done"s really made the effort worthwhile.
It was my first big project in NUS (I did not really contribute much to the Sports Bazaar Ocomm I felt), and I'm really proud of myself and my Ocomm. This comm is quite a unique one I'll say.. Everyone were quite full of ideas, drive, commitment, humour that made every meeting fun yet purposeful.
Seldom did we waste time discussing non-related stuff which was usually expected in meetings. And when you think that being efficient and capable would make the whole process very dull and political.. it was exactly the opposite! There were little politics, if any, and plenty of fun.. I dunno what exactly clicked, but we did! So, as what many of us has said, I really loved this Ocomm =)
The sense of satisfaction from seeing all our plans on the drawing board translate to real participants running around and having fun still lingers in my mind.. and I can't stop smiling whenever I think back of 17th March 2007.
Upon completion of Foodhunt, while we are indeed very happy and relieved everything went according to plan -- points tabulation, stalls, zero accidents, even the weather (save for some minor congestion at stalls in the beginning).. the sudden completion of everything does bring an empty feeling in me. Gone were the days where we keep thinking of how to improve Foodhunt, and cover every bit of detail til perfection.
I'll be posting pictures of Foodhunt soon! (If I ever get them, of course)
But well, at least, at this final month before the exams commence, I'll have the chance to fully concentrate on my studies, and take a full sprint to the finishing line.. I hope I won't need to go through the disappointment of missing the Dean's List by 0.1 AGAIN.
Well, is that considered an update? Haha, it's hard, when life is somehow monotonous.
Back to mugging.
lowtide blogged @
6:19 pm
