Friday, June 11, 2010
Bomb
Received a financially devastating bomb yesterday, and my mood hasn't been the best since.
Life is unfair, of course I know it. But when it has struck you for almost all your life, and after all that struggles to earn that little bit of light at the 'end' of the tunnel, the tunnel is suddenly extended and you're back in darkness.
Despite all that difficulties since don't know how young, I'm proud to acheive at least what I did in school. But so what even if you worked damn hard, and actually went all out to get what you want?
Whatever gains you strive so hard to make, whatever water you top up into the sink, and sink hole drains the water right down to nothingness.
In life, you can choose your actions. You can choose your path. But you can never choose your family.
And if I were to be brutally honest, I'm now fuming at people whining about things they have absolute power to choose. There's nothing to whine but about yourself, as you are the one who landed yourself in that situation in the first place. If you have no control over yourself (at ONE instant I can understand, but over the long run), I'm sorry, you're just like an animal.
And of course, choices have consequences. I'm okay to suffer bad consequences for bad choices I made. But to suffer bad consequences for someone's else bad choices is pure crap.
Seriously, what are all these whiners doing?
No matter how hard I work to be better, something will pull me back, and I'll stay crap.
And people whine over things they have control over. best.
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