Saturday, February 19, 2011
Tired
How to upturn the downturn? Nothing seems to go smoothly. Leaking money like crazy, so far away from my aim. I expected this day to come, me just getting sick of everything.
I've been working really hard since enlistment til now, too little money or time to pursue my own interests. It's all about responsibility, responsibility and more responsibility. And now, I'm just suck in this work nonsense. My work is considered slack amongst my peers, and here I am grumbling. I'm just tired, really.
Have been pro-active, hardworking and positive for too long. I need a hole for me to jump in and hide for a while, to recharge my batteries, to plan what's ahead.
I'm just tired, really.
lowtide blogged @
11:54 pm
